♥ felicia.TAN :D

2009-10-17T19:22:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 days since the last paper of EOY exam
during the past few days, i have realise something that made me regret my choices
if i have go to skss with Edward and Ee Lin, maybe life is much better..
but nevertheless, its has been quite awhile since i last saw them or talk to them
i was quite happy that i could talk to them now
Getting back papers next week, hope that i do not have to drop any of the subjects though...
May buddha bless me~

2009-09-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

the most amazing thing happen in my life today
i actually got 57.5/70 for my chinese test!!
did got bless me or isit a coincidence or miracle?
for my whole life ( maybe excerpt p1 p2 that time) i neer got so high before even if its an easy paper...
zy, YJ and wq said that i cheated.....(i got the same marks as wq and i sat beside her somemore...)
but my mistake and her mistake is diff:P
next time i should pronouce my words properly so that people wont mistook it for another
i said elena is a STALKER, NOT SUCKER!!
zy u now gotten me into this mess and i cant clear up :(

my cousin is learning piano now too abd she is like in kindergarden and im in secondary?
the diff is so big, im like so awkward lor, i like so big liao then learn...
maybe i shouldnt have learn piano...

2009-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

A brand new look!!!
for the past few days i hae been thinking about lots of things
be it personal qns that i doubt will get a truthful ans
or some people should just die or not be born
this can in turn save me some trouble and i will not get so sngry that i wish that im not born in this world..
these people should just die and my world would hae peace ( though its not possible )
WATCH OUT OR YOU'RE GONNA SUFFER 100 TIMES OF WHAT I SUFFERED
muahahaHAHAHAHAAHA

i relise something when i went to cca on tue
by right the ice mountain i going to melt cos of the juniors
but i feel that i can freeze it again within days!!
should i be happy??
zy bdae coming!!!!!(mine too!!!)
will there be a surprise for......

2009-08-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

back from tuition for some time le...
now toking to shi huan and wei qin
i ask him so much qns sia
just now during tuition, i think my tuition teacher wanted to die
i like dun unds what he explaining=.=

yesterday wax like so pek cek lor
better dun say too much just in case ....
if something like that happen again
i dun know what will i do...

2009-07-13T21:49:00.001+08:00

I have decided to blog today cause im now engulfing with rage'
First off is the funny thing
During my grandmother birthday, after dinner, i ate one plate of sushi
my cousin was like saying:"Xueqi!,ni shi bu shi ji nian mei you chi fan?!"
Her sentence made my want to die with laughter.after the first plate i ate another plate
then my cousin say:"Xue Qi!, ni shi bu shi shi nian mei you chi fan?!"
Omg its so funny...took a "quan jia fu"(only all cousins and my grandmother though)
then my couin say:" Wah...theperson who marry into the family sure die,must pay alot of money
Imagine u have 11 familys which aerage hae 2 children each + two unmarried
It would cost a bomb!!

today many thing happen and i will have nothing to say
maybe someone out there will know what im talking about..

2009-05-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

Exams over!Finally back to blogging
was asked by elena two time to blog
my results were so shoking
better keep it to myself if not i will cry
almost exploded today because of some people
congradulate here and there,noisy till siao
bang table somemore,next time put knife there see u cn bang how many times
luckily mrs yeo never come today
if not at her lesson sure BABOOM!
i hope my results for the rest of the paper not as bad as the results today
if not,i will...

2009-04-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

damn pissed off today
i exploded, FINALLY SAID IT,a great achievement!!band
band meeting was cancelled AGAIN!!!!so irritating
if thursday when we reach there and no teacher come,ill just leave
i might as well study than waste time
my 'mum' reach home son after i did
then the person from singtel came to do the mio voice thing
after the guy leave,i went to use the comp
then my mum 'asked' me to go over to the other room as the internet light is not on
bla bla...so many thing happen....
after i went to my room again, she 'asked' me again to help her
cause the internet is at the singtel broadband page (i just reboot the system from the laptop)
she 'asked me how to close the thing..got SOO HARD TO JUST PRESS THE CLOSE BUTTON?
then she say press le still cnt,who asked her press so many tab??if dun know how to close the window with tab then dun open tab larh
i just press the close all tab button and went off
then she shouted at me,the internet still have the webpage
i went to see and guess what?there were so many window of internet open!!
i exploded again
i quickly close all as i could not stand her anymore
she said,ni bu yao yue lai yue mei li mao
who forced me to do that?u see me in sch i also wont be like that de
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF U
what elena said is right
I WISHED THAT I COULD DIE RIGHT NOW

Death may be the greatest of all human blessings. ~Socrates

2009-04-21T22:19:00.001+08:00

it has been ages since i posted...
speech day is in three days and seniors will step down le
will i miss them??(not really bah,dun know them well..of course wont forget shi huan larh)
i sometimes wish they should not step down
taking napfa 5 station again to pei wei qin
tmr there will be physics quiz...havent study...
i gonna aim to pass with flying colours for mid year in all sciences and math
this is the only way to quit tuition??or should i rebel??
this days kept getting the biased feeling
i wonder why...

2009-04-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

life was so boring tis days
blog are dying very soon
im forced to blog again?(maybe not)
my body aching sia because of nafa
i ran 5 times for shuttle run
stupid sia WHO WOULD RAN 5 TIMES?
three time with shoe and two without
i keep slidding on the floor sia even without shoe
talk to junjiang just now
i TEACH him how to die a horrible, slow painful death ^^
i wonder if something happen a few days ago...

2009-04-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

today had syf
and we gt BRONZE
lets see wat the principal will say
MR GOH!!!!!we're sry.we let u dwn.ita not ur fault and it will never be
damn hate sch now especially two group of people(shall not elaborate)
we must be happy as always even if we r sad
its an achievement for some of us
let us work even harder on our foot drills to prove that at least we r not hopeless

when your born ,u cried the world rejoiced.So live your live when u die,the world cries and you rejoice

2009-04-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

today fell asleep during eng geo lesson.

it was very boring...instead,talk to zy

at band, talk to shi huan about my plan

im abit crazy larh, would it even work out?

then after band ask shi huan and ey if they coming tmr

then shi huan say no then ey hear that shi huan not coming then he also dun feel like coming

ps me sia so smany people!but at least something maybe blooming o.O

after returning from the ava room to the hall
ey approuched us and called shi huan name

he like coming for gang fight lor...he ask us if we are coming tmr

then i tell him u like wan fight leh,he say u think i will hit u all meh?
then saw miss suqi on channel five on Don't Forget Your Lyrics!

i took some photo of her :)

Congrats ms suqi

Your singing is quite nice

2009-03-31T20:19:00.000+08:00

todayso suay...
accidentally cut myself bythe penknife...
after awhile,i accidentally stapler my hand
the whole staplers(bullet)went in!!
pain siao..i was so scared that the thing will not come out
IT WAS ALL AN ACCIDENT!!!
at band today,talk to him than some people started talking about me
next time i wont ever talk to him!!
save some trouble

2009-03-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

i like mr goh sooo much^^i still like the thing on zy elena blog
today someone chnge of heart le isit?
suddenly not shuang
later not happy with ME again
then suddenly friendly
got motive isit?
tryin to drive me crazy?

2009-03-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today went for band at 12pm
rush out of my hse just to buy food for elena and zaf...
shi huan surprisingly came for band (clap hands)
alot of thing happen today but to summarise up,
因为他就要为了一个她。因为了他就要为了另一个她
what am i suppose to do?disappear from this world?
should have transfer school or section...what should i do?
came back home something happen again
my sis havent bathe when i reach home
she was walking to the bathroom direction so i thought that she going to take bath and i went to on the com
after awhile she still havent bath and i was like wth!!
then my mum came back and she rush into the toilet to bathe
and then my mother scold jiang chi liao hai mei you chong liang,kan dao wo hui lai jiu kuai dian pao qu ce suo chong liang( WTH LA,DID U SEE ME RUSH INTO THE TOILET TO BATH?)
THEN I SHOUTED BACK, wo hui lai ta dou hai mei you chong liang
who fault isit u tell me??nevermind,forget it,i will take the blame.ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT ANYWAY
then later i was 'CALLED' to take the rice.
when i was taking the rice
my mum 'said' ru guo yi hou wo hui lai shi ni men hai mei you chong liang,quai dian pao jing ce suo chong liang,bu guan ni you mei you chuan yi fu,wo hui la ni chu qu wai mian zhan!ni bu yao gen wo chong liang xian,ni bu xi huan chong liang ma(SINCE WHEN U HEAR ME SAY I DUNLIKE TO BATH?WHICH EAR HEAR THAT U TE;; ME?YA LARH!I DUN LIKE TO BATH CAN!)
u think u very big isit?nevermind!!it is ALWAYS MY FAULT.THERE IS NO NEED TO EXPLAIN ANYWAY.SINCE I WAS BORN IT I ALWAYS MY FAULT

hope you die soon.even if u beg me on ur knees to forgive u,i will never do that.WAIT TILL I CAN LIVE FPREVER AS A HUMAN THEN ILL RECONSIDER

There is luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves we feel no one else has the right to blame us.
OSCAR WILDE

Well, isn't life a picnic? I get to be miserable forever. I'm just going to have to mope and be unhappy and then one day I'll die

2009-03-19T10:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Bowen for masterclass
the woodwind sit the 'zoo' bus again:)haha
when i was walking to the bus,guess what?
my instrument was dripping water!!it sure didn't choose a gd timing
i said what the as i keep on walking
hero thought that i said that as the reflection from the instrument was very bright =.=!!
at the masterclass, it was very boring at first.
but when it was our sch turn, i suddenly feel alive again.YAY!
all the sch choice piece was of a better standard than us
if only we would work to our extreme best....

How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light. Barry Lopez

2009-03-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to Hwa Chong Institution for band exchange
I personally like monfort scool music for choice piece
it seems like telling me a story :)
after the whole exchange was finish,one situation arouse
the first bus will be coming soon and the second bus will be coming at 6.30!
after a while, royton came and said
"as you all know the first situation we had just now, we had to squeeze u all in a bus and the second bus is coming in 6.30, now the first bus had and accident"
i was like, nice one, gd job
then after a while,the first bus come looking fine??
i wonder wat happen...

2009-03-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday band was quite boring(said by shi huan)
li fang put the fan facing ee yourn's direction
mr goh was like wah, the french horn section take good care of us three ah
alanna say they three are the son/sun(dun know which one is it) of the band ma...
today zhi yun came my hse to do chinese homework
i made her wait for quite awhile at hg mall... sry zhi yun T.T
after eating went to my hse
we were having a hard time to the chinese because we cant find anything on the net=.=
after we finished most of the thing,we got nothing to do
we decided to prank someone:)
my mum came back today which i thought was tmr...
i now very bei song
wa lao, my 'sis' go out never tell my mum and then i got a scolding?
i was ask to call her and tell her to come back before eight,ask her where she is,tell her that she never ask my mum permission and go out.
then she shut me asking what she say
i very angry larh!!
my mum ask me to call and pass her the phone
how i know is use the house phone call?am i a mind reader?
i feel like scolding some WORDS!!!ami i ur messenger?
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS CRAP!
u think that i would not get tired of this stuff?everytime i have to do this stuff and get shouted at
am i a punching bag?hard and sturdy?
experiencing this for more than 3 years!!u not tired i tired!!
why not like this?

BY THE END OF MY LIFETIME,I WANNA SEE HOW MANY CUTS/SCARS/SLASH I HAVE
HOW MUCH BLOOD I HAVE DRUNK IN THIS LIFE

God may forgive you, but I never can.

2009-03-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

today stomach not feeling well but i still went for band.
sms Shi Huan if she is coming anot
Guess wat she reply me??
'ya,but i lost my way. will be there by saturday'
when will people when lost still know when will reach here?
lols.i found dennise keep staring in my direction during band.scary...
now there is one more person who also think that i like him!should i be happy? =.=

FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MISCONCEPTION,
I DUN LIKE HIM!!

2009-03-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.
Yesterday went for Hua Yi band exchange
was so tired cos must wake up very early
we are the fifth band performing (luckily never fell asleep)
Curse someone who almost knock down my instrument. (CURSE HIM)
On the bus on way back, saw a lovely GAY COUPLES!
they were sleeping close together!
haha,was laughing at them fo some time..
FINALLY I WILL BE LEARNING TO PLAY THE PIANO
yay!

2009-03-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today morning was so angry at my 'sis'
she acts as if her sleeping hours is very important
i on the light to pack my bag
and then she go off! and say :"ni yao deng qu wai mian nong!"
I told her , u dun think u never do anything wrong and i went to on the light
go and die la!who was the one who everyday at night with the lights on and playing song from com?
make me cnt sleep!(my bed was facing in the direction of her room)
somemore if i dun on the light,will u be able to 100% ba ale to wake up?
Im sick and tired of waking u up every morning since pri sch!
wake her up might as well slash me one time!i wonder why am i so nice to even wake her up.wake her up will also get scolding from her!(although the only way is to put alarm clock at her ear or kick her)
Today in band is like shit!BIASED PEOPLE SUCKS TO CORE!
BECAUSE OF SOMEONE, I VERY BU SHUANG
IF THIS YEAR COMMITEE MEMBER IS LIKEC THAT DE, I MIGHT AS WELL DUN GO FOR BAND!

Let children walk with Nature, let them see the beautiful blendings and communions of death and life, their joyous inseparable unity, as taught in woods and meadows, plains and mountains and streams of our blessed star, and they will learn that death is stingless indeed, and as beautiful as life.

2009-03-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

Today i was late for band (cos over slept!)
Too tired,cnt blame!!
during eng, we do vocab. (luckily dun have words like morbid)
during cinese, my compo was like...
I DID IT ALL WRONG!!WRITE WRONG POINT AND WRITE WRONG QUESTIONS =.=
in the end after sch must do finish...haiz
after sch, zhi yun wait for me for awhile then go with heng bin they all
i so lonely..
luckily samantha, jinyi and soo huay wait for me and help me think of what to write
thnks for the help!
finish writing at about 4 (wah,i write one compo so long)
went to hg mall with them as thnks
it was still raining when we wanted to go home so we walk underground to prevent getting wet

I don't think suicide is so terrible. Some rainy winter Sunday when there's a little boredom, you should always carry a gun. Not to shoot yourself, but to know exactly that you're always making a choice

2009-03-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

today during eng lesson,Zhi Yun call me morbid
how can u say me morbid.im not!
during amath lesson i was sleeping during the first half of the lesson
but later,the whole class got lecture because of not cooperative,unactive..
during physics lesson,i feel that the teacher teaching was ok but i still dun get some part =.=
during crt, i wan go zuo bi le!!(only zhi yun know what im talking about^^)
at band, we watch the video on the sch rehersal
it was damn funny
our section actually form a curve by ourselves!imagine that!
the third row was like got two curve,the first curve was our section and the second curve is the rest of the people in row 3
just during dinner, my mum ask tmr got tuition isit?i said i quit liao then she sayhavent tell teacher bla bla...
then say what u now sec3 liao leh,somemore tke two math
how can cope?everyday is not just about cca
it is also about ur studies!
say what why dun wan wed...Its not that i dun wan, IS I TOO TIRED!
sat and sun,pick one
sat come back from band so tired liao then still go tuition
sun 5-7 so late i wan to study de leh!
in conclusion, no time
she say must wait until mid year see results
if results good, all tuition can quit( as if i believe u)
trying to force me to despair isit?!
FINE!FROM TODAY ONWARDS,IM GONNA STUDY WHENEVER I HAVE TIME UNTIL I GO CRAZY I ALO DUN CARE.I JUST NEED TO STUDY
THERE IS NO TIME FOR ME TOO REST.RESTING TAKES UP LOTS OF TIM IN OUR LIFE

iM TIRED OF TRYING , iM TIRED OF CRYING , ,i KNOW I HAVE BEEN SMILING , BUT INSIDE ME , I AM DYING!

2009-02-28T18:48:00.000+08:00

Today went for the chem common test
I didnt study!!!
luckily the paper never ask about the description of insruments for experiment
went for band afterwards
at first i was starting to enjoy the games abit
BUT my mood was destroyed by SOMEONE
HATRED BEGAN TO FILL MY MIND AND NOW,
I WOULD NOT WANT TO EVER GO FOR THIS EVER AGAIN.
I HATE IT!
everything just sucks.
i just wish that...

Once you accept your own death, all of a sudden you're free to live. You no longer care about your reputation. You no longer care except so far as your life can be used tactically—to promote a cause you believe in.

2009-02-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today so much things happen...
Feel bad for elena...
but what can i do?
im ruthless and hav no feelings??

To Elena:
Let me say something that is fair.Firstly, IT IS NOT UR FAULT IN THAT MATTER.IT WAS NOT U WHO WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN..they misunderstood everything.But as a bystander there listening, I feel that it is very easy to misuderstood the situation as frm the start when samantha talk to them about it, it sounded like she wanted to tell teacher about them, It was very misleading. But who can read people's mind? the guy was very guo fen also because of one small issue, gen ni bu shuang until like that.but what can he do?ASK HIM QUIT BAND LARH IF SO NOT HAPPY WITH U.but fret not, I will stnd up when the time come, when i reach my limitI(like what happen during recess) :)

here's one joke to cheer u up:
为什么老师叫住去上学？

因为要考（考）烤猪

2009-02-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

i told my 'sis' yesterday
if u dun come back by 9.45pm,
I WILL LOCK THE DOOR AND BE PREPARED NOT ABLE TO COME IN
so ruthless i am!
but thats the only way to do it
im so impress

2009-02-21T17:17:00.000+08:00

On 18th february,
I was damn bu shuang.I could just went up and slap them but i didnt
my 'sis' invite people come our house to celebrate her birthday
i forgave her since i did bring people home before too
the most outrages thing is that my 'sis' also treat them maggi mee.
our house is wat?a stall in a kopitam??still wan things like hotdog egg crabmeat
GO TO HELL LA
when my sis went to my room to look for something,i said:ur dead meat(chinese)
then she say wat la but i never reply her
the next thing, I heard those invited guest saying ''I hate this kind of people the most''你妹妹很过分leh,今天是你的生日而且她都没有买礼物给你''(trying to provoke me isit)!!ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN TO FRIENDS
i never walk up to u and ask u shut up and get out of the house is already a good thing
still say so much.NEXT TIME U COME SEE WAT WILL I DO!!
as if my 'sis' got give me presents too.then am i gonna call people come to our house and do the same thing that ur friends said to me
got one girl who told my the other friend i pa jiao and guai lan also come
AND U KNOW WHAT?SHE WAS SO NICE AND CARING FOR MY 'SIS'
U THINK I NO FEELING ISIT!
SO WAT IF I NO FEELING?FROM NOW ONWARDS
SEE HOW RUTHLESS I WILL BE

2009-02-14T09:22:00.000+08:00

on wednesday, went to band
During the wood wind combine, i was doin my homework.
Mr chin ask me why i dun wan go down and do??
I say that because i like it here
he give the =.=!!! face
during tuition,
I TEAR AND ATE MONEY THERE!
jkjk the money is made from flour and it taste bland
it is suitable for people who dun like sweets!!
on thursday,i failed my physics!
during band,
elena was venting her anger on the chair and i find it fun and did the same thing??
we ended up seting the chairs for everyone although its not our duty
I was so happy tht they have to do the duty again if the never do!!
FINALLY, WE DUN HAVE TO SET UP THE CHAIRS!!
WE HAVE BEEN SETING UP FOR THEM FOR THREE YEARS!!!!

2009-02-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

today afternoon went to my grandmother's house.
My 四婶 fetch us there.
on the way there, we chate about lots of things
she say the picked up a dog that seems to be thrown out of the house
I was like...phew!!
then when at my grandmother house, i open the door
my 二姑 say wait first, after a few second, she open the door and put the dog in front of me
I was like ahh!!!!!!i quickly run inside and to the bedroom
the dog follow me!!!i quickly jump on the bed and stand on it
after a few seconds, the dog went out.
I ent outside to sit on the sofa
then the dog camerunning to me
I was like wei shen me you gou!
the dog came running in my direction
so scary!!i quickly jump on the sofa sai...
at dinner time, the dog was in the kitchen.I dun dare go in and eat
then i go in quickly to eat.
the dog went out for a while and suddenly came running in i ran to outside the bathroom ther and eat.
later he went out again beacuse my si zek ask the dog to
then i quickly finish my meal in a minute and went outside

2009-02-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

i hate people who pity or sympathesize people
and the feeling i get from him is exactly like that
but maybe is it because of my fear...
but i espeacially hate people who want to get into other people's good book

2009-02-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today went to sch for band
During sectional combine,it was so funny
After playing overture after the break,
we chat,then dun know why the topic change to about cars
then Tek Meng(dun know how to spell) ask: Mr Chen what car u wan to buy
Mr Chen: te car((dun know spelling)
lol.it was so funny
then talk about conflict in band..haiz
when i was eating dinner,My mother friend come
when they inside the house,the boy was like saying
''ce su0 zai na li?aunty jia mei you ce suo?!''
It startled me and made me spit out all my food in my mouth...eww..gross

2009-02-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

Today sch was very boring
almost slept in chem and physics class.
And the most crazing thing is,
DARREN IS BECOMING WEN KAI NO.2
i was like,at least darrren better then him.
Today after sch took bus 80 home
and it was like omg!
the bus was like so stylo

2009-02-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today went for band exchange in yuying sec
I was so happy that dun need bring baritone
BUT, WHEN WE PLAY, WE ARE GIVEN A EUPHONIUM
although it was easy to play with it,
but i still dun know hoow to take it...=.=!!!
the first round of playing sux and i played something wrong and it was SO OBVIOUS!
most propably it was because im nervous thats why
second time was so way much beter
I like the songs that other school play,
but i dun feel anything...

2009-01-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today went for band in the morning
I sat there and did my homework for less about half an hour
I spent the rest of the time rotting afterwards =.=
at 9.30,Mr Chen FINALLY ARRIVE...
Me:Left half an hour,u might as well dun come
Mr Chen:At least must come ma..Two words-SHOW FACE
I was thinking that he was going to say SO
After band went to eat
I ate finish my food before Soo huay even started...very fast indeed!
so proud of myself?!
during A-math,The teacher was like calling register no. to ans qns
He called no.3(which was janice)
I felt so relieve because im no.2
After that qns,HE ask if we got do qns 9
he say not compulsory so i never do,And he was asking people to do on the board..
I dun know why,I kept repeating my name in my mind as the teacher call the student out...
AND IT WAS ME!!!
I had lots of errors on the board as this was the first time i saw the qns...
After sch did not went to take my thumbdrive
I wnder will i be scolded...

2009-01-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today went to grandmother's hse there and eat reunion dinner there

Have a spread of food there for steamboat

I can become vegetarian le

I ate two trays of vegetables

ITs those that in buffet that hold the bee hoon..

And then out of the sudden got eating competition

See who can eat the most...AND THE LAST PERSON STANDING

And the winner is me,my sis,and my cousin(GUY)

tmr cnt eat vegetables le

see the thing until very scared

After that,went to buy flower at heartland mall there...

2009-01-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today sch was kind of boring....
Watch speed racer and the thing i like about the show is
THE EFFECT!!!
It was so nice and pretty, at the same time,exciting and interesting
Bio need to copy 5-6lines of correction
copy until die...cos cnt see the screen clearly
the cny concert was okay but not interesthing enough
It was quite plain actually...
going for tuition soon...
and

ELENA,HERE'S WHAT I PROMISE U IN THE LAST POST

2009-01-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today A.math was so noisy that i almost took a penknife and point it at someone.
Band sux like yesterday
I was so DAMN ANGRY
My instrument was KICKED BY****
And **** didn't even apologised!!(wa lao!)
She did not even turn back to see if the instrument is alright!
somemore still pestering mr chen to play marriage d'amour
even if it was not on purpose,
i still cnt forgive!
If my instrument is small,it is in Inevitable
but THE THING IS,MY INSTRUMENT IS COUNTED AS A BIG INSTRUMENT(ALMOST LIKE THE SIZE OF A BABY TUBA!)
She cnt even see a instrument that big??
she's worst then me!!
if this kind of things happen again,
U will see more and more weapons appearing before u.
AFTER I BROUGHT 10 PENKNIFE/BLADE,U WILL SEE A FRUIT KNIFE APPEARING ALSO

Bloated!!!and its all elena's fault

2009-01-21T16:11:00.001+08:00

Today at band was so pissed off.
I'm the only one setting up the chair.(that's not the main point)
Every section I dun know need how many chair
After setting up,I help elena go take conductor stand and chair
When I come back,
MY CHAIR WAS GONE!!
I EVEN PUT TWO CHAIRS AT MY SECTION AND ITS GONE!!
AND WHERE DID THE CHAIRS GO??
IT WENT TO THE SECTION BESIDE ME!!

I HAVE DECIDED.I WILL ONLY TAKE CHAIR FOR MY SECTION(MAYBE TROMBONE)
I WON'T EVER HELP PEOPLE SET UP THEIR SECTION CHAIRS AGAIN.
IF I DO THAT,I WILL BE PREPARED TO LEAVE BAND

Danger approuching..

2009-01-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today GEO LESSOn STILL SUX!
Can't hear what the teacher saying
But can hear***talking
In the end,
I started to play with the penknife.
It as so fun?!
I almost wanted to point the penknife at ***
But scared teacher see...
Band was very noisy..
At first I thought got another whisper..

To Elena:
Why My name appears in every post you posted since ur new blog/skin was made??

Its time..

2009-01-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

YAY!I maybe learning piano
just that i havent ask my mum=.=!!
Geography lesson sux
The teacher talk DAMN soft
study what shit
Here's what Zhi Yun said:
"How can we learn in this kind of condusive environment"
I agree with you!!100% correct
Somemore someone talk so loud
the teacher voice so soft
In the end hear who?!

What?!

2009-01-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

once a goon,always a goon.
u r not allow to leave unless u dont want us anymore.
i hope u still hang on there just for us.
we care u as u care for us :)
dont leave cos we love you,
we need you.others may dont like u or hate u.
but we r always on ur side :)
hwuigoon, leader.

i cant quit??

Tired..

2009-01-17T09:46:00.000+08:00

Its a saturday and I have to go to sch...
My father will be back next week!!
Its time to die...
May Buddha bless me?!
Quiting tuition soon..so tired
Maybe will change to home tuition

Blood dripping...So nice

2009-01-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Today, lots of things happened that cannot be counted.
Elena forgot her storybook and lent from gui hao (someone who brings 5 books to sch).
recess time dun feel like hanging around with the goons plus an outsider.
After sch went to eat and rush chinese compo.
during band hand almost break because all my books + file and stand left hand carry.
Soon it will break...and i will see blood drips?!

I have decided...

2009-01-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today was such a long day.
So many things happen.
and i got a new NICKNAME??shasha
guess why??
cos i got penknife...
Luckily i got dada.
and together we are
DADASHASHA

A New Beginning

2009-01-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

After a long break.....I finally decided to start blogging again
Went to take my 'PAY' today
There are so many people there
Have stage fright
Didn't know what to do on stage
Eat KfC with elena
Suffered indigestion because of her?!

wAs fOrCed tO bLoG??

2008-12-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to yuying secondary concert.I was like finally got christmas song.The first half was like slow pace and sad sad de.Then the second half is like lively de.Elena ask me go blog so now i blogging.nOW ALKING TO HER...i wonder if i go for band on tue, and bring PSP, will i laugh to DEATH??WANT TO KNOW WHY??cos Elena seriously sux at play psp??The worst thing is,she dun know where is up down left right??She say the key is printed wrong way lor =.=!!!

iT'S rEaLLy TrUe

2008-11-13T15:05:00.001+08:00

We must not lose hope until the last moment.I was so happy today that im going crazy.I MAY BE GONG E1 BIO!!

hOpE

2008-11-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,The Glory of Action,The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!

Throat pain....................

2008-11-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my mum go overseas.my and my sis stay at home.around 12-1pm, my sis come back with HER FRIEND.Stupid sia.I dun like my sis friends.They very wat lo.My relationship with my sis was not good.I dun want to talk to her.When she talk to me,I use a very bu shuang tone talk to her.Guess what5 her friend say??She very rude!!In the first place, her friend is not one bathing she want use computersuppose to be in the house.they go out again.At 7pm she come back,say she want use computer.I was downloading game.When she come out,I was not down.She stand beside me say she want to use the computer now.Finally I give her the computer and when outside to watchb tv.Suddenly she shoutvery loud why you shutdiwn the computer.Like hell /i did.She was standing beside me all that time.She got see me press shut down meh.I was so angry that I shouted back ni na yi zhi yan jing kan dao wo shut down.ni kan dao de hua ni gen wo jiang,wo kan ni xia liao!She shout back, Ni ZI JI XIA LIAO BU YAO JIANG BIE REN.NOW I STILL VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FiNaLLy.....

2008-10-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

It has been a long while since i last post.because of many various reasons,I was unable to use the .computer.First the laptop breakdown(am I a pro or wat???). Second, another computer's keyboard cannot use...=.=!!!Tmr going Malaysia, anyone want gum??

Doing homework....

2008-09-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much happen.During music,teacher never come and another teacher relieve.Me, debbie,Hwee Jun and Jacky play heart attack.Hwee jun hand kanna beaten by us untill very red.=.=!!Chinese lesson get back test paper. CONGRATULATIONS TO JACKY FOR PASSING and Gui Hao still get lesser then me.=.=!!

Tired...

2008-09-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

Nothing much bappen today.After school stay back help debbie do zuo wen.Her senior suddenly calledout to debbie.Scare me lor.Her senior today got oral.Then she read debbie's compo as a practice.She read until very funny.LOLWhen reaching home saw jaslyn.She was waiting for her mother.When I saaw her mother I run away.Zzz