Thursday, March 19, 2009
Today went for band at 12pm
rush out of my hse just to buy food for elena and zaf...
shi huan surprisingly came for band (clap hands)
alot of thing happen today but to summarise up,
因为他就要为了一个她。因为了他就要为了另一个她
what am i suppose to do?disappear from this world?
should have transfer school or section...what should i do?
came back home something happen again
my sis havent bathe when i reach home
she was walking to the bathroom direction so i thought that she going to take bath and i went to on the com
after awhile she still havent bath and i was like wth!!
then my mum came back and she rush into the toilet to bathe
and then my mother scold jiang chi liao hai mei you chong liang,kan dao wo hui lai jiu kuai dian pao qu ce suo chong liang( WTH LA,DID U SEE ME RUSH INTO THE TOILET TO BATH?)
THEN I SHOUTED BACK, wo hui lai ta dou hai mei you chong liang
who fault isit u tell me??nevermind,forget it,i will take the blame.ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT ANYWAY
then later i was 'CALLED' to take the rice.
when i was taking the rice
my mum 'said' ru guo yi hou wo hui lai shi ni men hai mei you chong liang,quai dian pao jing ce suo chong liang,bu guan ni you mei you chuan yi fu,wo hui la ni chu qu wai mian zhan!ni bu yao gen wo chong liang xian,ni bu xi huan chong liang ma(SINCE WHEN U HEAR ME SAY I DUNLIKE TO BATH?WHICH EAR HEAR THAT U TE;; ME?YA LARH!I DUN LIKE TO BATH CAN!)
u think u very big isit?nevermind!!it is ALWAYS MY FAULT.THERE IS NO NEED TO EXPLAIN ANYWAY.SINCE I WAS BORN IT I ALWAYS MY FAULT
hope you die soon.even if u beg me on ur knees to forgive u,i will never do that.WAIT TILL I CAN LIVE FPREVER AS A HUMAN THEN ILL RECONSIDER
There is luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves we feel no one else has the right to blame us.
OSCAR WILDE
Well, isn't life a picnic? I get to be miserable forever. I'm just going to have to mope and be unhappy and then one day I'll die
shattered`* 8:38 PM
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